Life's situation sometimes causes us go feel depressed. It could be our monthly bills, our jobs, relationships or even the sliding economy. Not only that we find ourselves dwelling on the past. Our minds sometimes dwift on what we didn't do right in our past. Listen Quiana is speaking from experience. I'm just not typing this. I'm speaking truth. My mind would think long and hard on mistakes. Talk about bills. Same thing I would be scared to death if my bills didn't get paid on time. Talk about relationships. My mind would especially look back and I would think what did I DO WRONG? Uh oh here comes the lonely feelings, the abandonment from friends/family. I would cry my eyes dry during my lonely pity party. Asking LORD why have you left me. LORD when is my husband coming. LORD don't allow debtors to harass me. LORD why me, why me? After all that crying and sleeping I got up and felt better. But it would happen again and again. I would find myself having another pity party.
I'm what folx call a baby Christian. I know a lot but every day I'm still learning. I continue to grow in my faith. I had a talk with my Pastor and she prayed for me. She told me GOD doesn't want to hear my problems (pity parties), HE wants to hear my PRAISES. I finally realized where I was going wrong in life. I fell into satan's trap boo hooing my eyes out to the LORD. Feeling sorry for myself. Wondering why GOD had abandoned me. Pastor words hit me like a brick. So now I find myself singing songs of praises and dancing to the LORD/JESUS. Of course satan tries to creep into my mind cluttering my brain with thoughts of the past/debts. Everytime my mind gets ready to drift away from GOD promises I start singing praises. I'm telling you today stop your pity parties. I ended mine knowing GOD is faithful. It's party time, praise dance if you will, stomp satan in the head, sing songs of praise, block out negative thoughts. Shout HALLELUJAH somebody and enjoy life. :-}
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