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Sunday, March 28, 2010

It's all about me


I'm on my way to being 32 years old Jan. 3rd. No kids, have my own place, been on my job 9 1/2 years, got a vehicle. Very independent. Told endlessly that I'm beautiful. Thanks... ;-) Very spiritual w/ GOD in my life. Seeking to attend nursing school soon. I'ma obligated STAR. I'ma servant of GOD. Currently on a spirital walk w/ HIM. I'm seeking spiritual growth. As I want to minister to people. I was ordained a Deaconess on May 28, 2006. I date but I'm celibate. STOP right there: For those reading this is not a woman seeking man advertisement. None of that here. I'm simply giving my background so you can see where I'm coming from.

You've read my background not woman seeking man advertisement. lol... Guys question why a woman with so much going on for herself could be single. Heck I wonder 2. Well firstly I don't have tolerance for bullsh*t. My last relationship was 4 years ago and it was my longest (3 years). Once a cheat always a cheat there's no second chance. That last relationship taught me a lot. Including forgiving. Yes I wrote ole girl 4 years later while she was locked up in prison to let her know she was forgiven for helping ruin a 3 year relationship. And I thanked her for taking him away. Because I almost married the nut. whew glad I didn't. Forgiveness is part of the healing process. I learned that GOD places people in our life for different reasons. The turn out whether good or bad will strengthen you. Separating from Gerald in 2004 allowed me to be free. That's when GOD spoke to me.

So GOD called me. I heard HIM but didn't quite listen. HE called my name again louder. QUIANA. I heard HIM loud and clear in 2005. I heard my calling to go into ministry. I was ordained as a Deaconess of a south side Church. I was physically present but not spiritually ready. I was still satisfying the flesh. I wasn't ready. NOPE sure wasn't. I did my own thang. I just wasn't ready. That was it. I resigned as Deaconess. Yet my soul was hungering for spiritual growth. Whew 2006 was a crazy year. See when GOD tells you to do something ya better do it. The story of Jonah and the whale is among several examples of history if you disobey GOD.

You can't run or hide from GOD. HE knows what you will do before you think or do it. The year 2006 was rough. My father died Sept. 5th and my stepfather died Sept. 21st (mothers 2nd husband). I was having financial problems, landlord problems. Problems problems problems. satan was attacking me left and right. Why did I abandon my duties from GOD. I felt alone. Confused and lost. Humpf... I read my bible but didn't comprehend what I was reading. November 2006 life was getting lil better. An associate introduced me to the order of eastern. A STAR was born. I was a sistar. I was always curious about the order. I never knew any stars before my big debut. I only knew squares. I knew my sister boyfriend was a mason. I went to him. He asked me why did I want to join? Heck I didn't know. Until I knew I had to wait. Another square years later said read Matthew 7. Ask, seek, knock. I didn't understand @ first but now I understand what both were talking about. That was the beginning of my walk in the light.

Quiana's Fb archive from Monday, March 2, 2009 at 8:00am


If you ask a child who is in charge at home they would say their parents, if you ask who's in charge at school they would say their teachers & principal. There's a much bigger authority in charge of our life. Today my bible study lesson came from Psalm 2. King David spoke about how kings of other nations were raging against GOD & HIS anointed. The other kings had become big headed with the power they had. As they raged against GOD, HE sat upon the heavens laughing at their foolishness. Those kings fell to realize it was GOD who created the world and who brought them into existence. Because David would be the bloodline of JESUS he was GOD's anointed. GOD set David upon a hill of Zion. David was special. The LORD made a decree with David that all his enemies would be defeated. The inheritance of the rebellious nations would be his. As long as David feared the LORD & served HIM he would be blessed. David was wise he knew who was in charge of his life. There are leaders with authority everywhere.

There are people in authority everywhere. In our homes, schools, jobs, churches, even our country. We must remember who is ultimately in charge. Through GOD these leaders are placed. They are given power through GOD. If we fell to acknowledge GOD being in charged we will find ourselves being removed from a position given us. We will become powerless. GOD has all the power. GOD controls everything and everyone. Know who is in charge! HE is GOD

Can Christians have demons? (borrowed)


There are very few people who are totally owned or possessed by demons, but there are plenty of people opening doors to evil spirits through sin. Many Bible translations talk about people being “possessed” by demons when in reality that is not the meaning of the Greek word translated "possessed" in the Bible. The Greek word in these cases is “daimonizomai” which would be better translated “demonized”. It means to be affected by demons, to be under the influence of demons or to have demons. No doubt a Christian cannot be “possessed” by a demon because Christians belong to God through the blood of Jesus Christ. Whether a real Christian can have a demon is a controversial question to some but for those of us who have been set free from demons after we gave our lives to Jesus it is not so hard to determine. Let us now consider this matter from a biblical point of view.

Without a doubt, demons are at work in the sons of disobedience (Ephesians 2:2). The truth is, people who are disobeying God are giving evil spirits a right to work not only around them but also in them. This applies also to church members. Peter declared that Satan had filled the heart of Ananias. All Ananias did was pretend that he was giving to God more than he really was. Therefore, anyone who is lying could have their heart filled by Satan.

Paul told the believers in Ephesus: “Neither give place to the devil” (Ephesians 4:27). This implies that it is possible for a Christian to give place to the devil. There is strong biblical evidence that a Christian doing this will later need deliverance from evil spirits, because they have by their own choices given ground to Satan.

Although the spirit of a born again Christian is regenerated, recreated and not possessable by evil spirits, the salvation of the soul is a process which is not automatic and requires firstly persistent faith in God, and secondly, knowledge of the truth. It is clear that evil spirits do have access to our minds to inject thoughts of all kinds from time to time. We must be watchful so that we do not accept these thoughts so as to let the evil one build strongholds in our mind that are not pleasing to God. There is a battle for the mind of every Christian. In order to keep demons out of our minds, we must fill our minds with something else. We must be full of the Holy Spirit and full of the Word.

“When an unclean spirit goes out of a man, he goes through dry places, seeking rest, and finds none. Then he says, ‘I will return to MY HOUSE from which I came.’ And when he comes, he finds it EMPTY, swept, and put in order. Then he goes out and takes with him seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that man is worse than the first.” (Matthew 12:43- 45)

Every unsaved man is a child of the devil and being a son of disobedience it is a fact that evil spirits are at work in him, If those spirits are forced to leave - either by the fact that the person receives Christ or the Word of God, or by a special operation of the Holy Spirit, they will do exactly what Jesus said they would do in the passage mentioned above. If indeed after the evil spirit goes out, the person’s life remains empty - that is, not full of God’s Word and God’s spirit, there will be a possibility for that evil spirit to enter into that man again - even if he has prayed to receive Christ. Why? Because although he may have confessed Christ, by ignorance or disobedience he denied Christ the first place in his life. He didn’t put the Word first, and he didn’t get really filled with the spirit. Therefore demons can be in Christians, as we know them.

Demons can’t stay in anyone who consistently submits to God and resists the devil. (James 4:7). The devil and all demons must flee from such a person. Such a Christian who is submitting to God in this way is not grieving the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 4:30). Therefore the Holy Spirit is making sure that no demon remains in the temple of God. Such a person is “keeping themselves, and the evil one touches him not” (1 John 5:18).

The Old Testament is full of examples given for our present day instruction (Romans 15:4), which contain principles of spiritual warfare and help us to see that even the temple of God can be defiled if God’s people are disobedient and break the covenant. In the book of Ezekiel we see how the priests of God were idolatrous and unclean things were in the temple of God (Ezekiel 8:6-17). This is the picture of the Christian who tolerates various forms of idolatry in his or her life. It was not until Ezekiel 10 that the glory of God, the Holy Spirit - left the temple. This shows us that the Holy Spirit can be in the temple at the same time as abominations - but that eventually if idolatry persists the Holy Spirit will leave and the judgment of God will come.

Another example which illustrates how Christians can need deliverance is in the history of Israel’s wars, especially in the period of the judges. Every time the people of God broke the covenant and worshipped foreign gods, the Lord God sent their enemies to invade the promised land and cause them trouble. In the same way, when Christians break their covenant with God through persistent sin, inevitably the demons will come to take what has been surrendered to them. It is vital therefore that we respect the conditions of the blood covenant we have with God and give no place to the devil through sin and disobedience.

Jesus cast demons not only out of people with legions of evil spirits (Mark 5:8-9) but also out of people who were not affected by demons to anything like that extent (Mark 1:32-34, 39). The people being delivered were orthodox religious Jews - not satan-worshipping idolatrous heathen - or their modern day equivalent - drug- abusing sexually-immoral heavy rockers into witchcraft and violence. In the same way, lots of ordinary religious people need deliverance from evil spirits - evil spirits which are producing conditions such as fear, doubt, condemnation and sickness in them.

From reading the gospels we can see that Jesus cast out of people spirits which were responsible for the causing of diseases. One time a man brought his son to the disciples of Jesus. He wanted them to cast the mute spirit out of him. The disciples were not able to do it because of their unbelief (Mark 9:19) and lack of prayer and fasting (Mark 9:29). But when Jesus came, he rebuked the unclean spirit, saying to him, “You deaf and dumb spirit, I command you, come out of him, and enter him no more!” (Mark 9:25). Here we see that deafness and dumbness can be caused by the presence of an evil spirit, which must come out. The spirit was in there and Jesus told it to get out. In His healing ministry, Jesus first cast out the evil spirit responsible for creating the disease in the person before He applied the power of the Holy Spirit to their bodies to restore the damage (Matthew 4:23; Matthew 8:16,17; Matthew 9:32-34; Matthew 12:22; Matthew 17:18; Mark 1:34; Luke 4:40,41; Luke 6:17-19; Luke 8:2; Luke 9:42; Luke 18:11-16). And Jesus, knowing that mankind would always need this kind of ministry until the full inauguration of the kingdom of God on earth gave the same power and authority to His disciples to cast out demons and heal the sick by the Spirit of God as He Himself did (Matthew 10:1-2; Mark 3:14,15). This power was given to the church in the name of Jesus, and like the baptism in the Holy Spirit, was never withdrawn by God (John 14:12; Mark 16:17,18). So we as disciples are called to drive out demons just as Jesus did.

The connection between casting out demons and healing the sick should come as no surprise to those familiar with Acts 10:38, which says, “How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power, who went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with Him.” This passage shows clearly that sickness is the work of the devil, not a work of God. That is why Jesus opposed sickness and cast out spirits of infirmity wherever He went. It is possible that many chronically sick Christians in fact need deliverance from spirits of infirmity just as that bent up woman did in Luke 13:11, named by Jesus, “a daughter of Abraham, whom Satan has bound”. Jesus did not call every Jew a child of Abraham - see John 8:39,40. Even God’s children can be bound by Satan in various areas. Jesus came to set us free. Instead of making theological excuses - calling sickness God’s blessing or just closing our eyes and saying that God’s children cannot have demons, we should be as practical as Jesus and treat spirit-based infirmities as our enemies and cast them out - just as Jesus did.

Someone may object that God has given us promises of redemption in the new covenant so that we need not fear the possibility that there could be a demon in us as Christians. In any case we should not fear. The only fear we should have is a healthy fear of God. The reality is, though, God has promised lots of things which many born-again Christians are not experiencing. Why? Because of a lack of repentance, faith and appropriate confession! God has promised healing and the baptism in the Spirit to His children. But how many Christians have until now failed to appropriate God’s provision in this matter? In the same way, many Christians, through disobedience, ignorance, pride or unbelief have failed to appropriate God’s promises in regards to deliverance from evil spirits. Having a theology that says we are free from evil spirits just can’t compare in value to actually being free of their indwelling influence.

Jesus in Matthew 15:26 calls deliverance from evil spirits “the children’s bread”. So deliverance from evil spirits is for the children of God! It is not primarily for the unrepentant or unbelieving, since if they get delivered and don’t repent it is quite likely that they will end up worse than before! (Matthew 12:43- 45).

Jesus taught his disciples to pray in the Lord’s prayer, literally, “Deliver us from the evil one”. Who should pray for deliverance from evil spirits? Disciples! Whose deliverance should they pray for? For their own! Even the apostle Peter was used as a mouthpiece for Satan one time (Matthew 16:22,23). This is still happening today occasionally even through born again Christians who are ignorant of God’s total plan.

Jesus said, “You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free.” (John 8:32). It is time for all believers everywhere to know the truth and through the truth get free of the indwelling power of sin in their lives. It is not time for religious excuses such as the Jews of Jesus’ day made, such as: “We are Abraham’s descendants and have never been slaves to anyone. How can you say, ‘You will be made free.’ “ (John 8:33) We need to be made free indeed by Jesus, not theologically free or ‘free’ because we have a doctrine that tells us we are free, while our own lives lack the promised peace, love, joy and power of God.

So we see that disciples must pray for deliverance, must cast out demons (Mark 16:18), and as children of God, need the children’s bread of healing and deliverance. May the Lord “deliver us from the evil one.”

The Difference Between “the Flesh” and Demons

We cannot blame all our problems on the devil and demons however. Many times it is simply a lack of application of the cross of Christ to the adamic nature at work within us. As new men in Christ, we must take authority over the adamic nature as well as any demons in order to get the victory over sin and self.

The apostle Paul in many places in the New Testament speaks of “the flesh” as being something at work in Christians that is striving against the leading of the Spirit of God.

“I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you will not fulfil the lusts of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; and these things are contrary to one another, so that you may not do the things that you wish.” (Galatians 5:16,17)

Paul uses the Greek word “sarx” which means literally “flesh” or “meat”. Some Bible translations translate this as “the sinful nature”. When Paul speaks of the flesh he is usually not talking about our physical bodies, but something at work in our physical bodies which is working in opposition to the will of God. It is the old Adamic nature inherited through the fall. It has desires which run contrary to those of the Holy Spirit and indeed to our new regenerated spirits. It thinks and desires in accordance with the values of the world system that we knew and followed before we became disciples of Christ. Some of its works are listed in Galatians 5:19-21. The works of the flesh are not only unlawful physical indulgences but are also soulish and spiritual in nature. For example, hatred, contentions, heresies are listed as works of the flesh. A lot of the programming that governs our behaviour and responses comes into the category of “the flesh” also. There can be demons associated with these things but by the Spirit we can have the total victory.

God’s solution for the flesh is crucifixion. “Those who are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.” (Galatians 5:24). This Scripture teaches us that we are the ones who must crucify the flesh. This is done by the Spirit - “For if you live according to the flesh you will die; but if by the Spirit YOU put to death the deeds of the body you will live.” (Romans 8:13). Realise that it is we ourselves who, wanting to follow Jesus, must “deny ourselves, take up our cross daily, and follow Him” (Luke 9:23). We must reckon ourselves dead indeed to sin (Romans 6:11), discipline ourselves, say no to ourselves and not avoid the pains that come to those who consistently seek to do the will of God in all things. Deliverance is no substitute for making these daily decisions to put down the flesh and follow the Spirit. You cannot cast out the flesh, you must crucify it.

On the other hand, self-discipline and reckoning oneself dead to sin and alive to God, for all its importance, may not be the total solution for our sanctification. There are demons that can be at work in Christians, fixing themselves as it were in “the flesh” and fortifying “the flesh”. These demons, unlike the flesh can’t be crucified. We can’t kill demons either. They must be cast out. A general rule is: if despite self-discipline and meditation on the Word a spiritual problem of some sort fails to be resolved, it is almost certainly a case requiring deliverance from evil spirits. Many times sincere Christians are using a lot of energy suppressing tendencies that are due to demons which could be cast out and should be cast out. We have seen in the previous section that it is possible for Christians to have one or more demons. Multitudes of sincere Christians baptised in the Holy Spirit can and do testify to this reality today. Therefore if despite all measures taken to deny self and crucify the flesh the victory is not received, certain steps should be taken to get free of evil spirits.

My Heavely Call


It amazes me how some believe women shouldn't take roles as Pastors. To my understanding Timothy 1 of the writers of the New Testament of the bible advised that women not take leadership roles in the Church. According 2 Scriptures the bible was written by man but inspired by GOD. I believe that 2 be true. But I also believe that somewhere along the years of the bible's existence it was revised 2 fit the needs of those in authority particularly men. I honestly believe so. Only those who have truly been called by GOD knows what I mean. Of course I am 1 of those who received a heavenly call. Any1 who personally knows Quiana aka: Qui~Qui fka: Diamond knows the life I use 2 live. See, you all are seeing the new me. The woman called by GOD who is now Focused On GOD's Ministries. If I had a choice I wouldn't have chosen 2 take on such a role. But because I know I am 1 of GOD's chosen I am more than willing 2 be obedient. I refuse 2 refuse GOD's order. By coincident I was sent 2 a church led by a woman.

My Pastor is a great inspiration 4 my life. GOD knew exactly what I needed. My Pastor is true motivation. I teach bible study & Sunday School. It's unbelievable how my life has changed around as the LORD is molding & shaping my life 4 HIS WILL. My mom who is a Buddhist even sees the change in me. Raised in a Christian surrounding she converted 2 Buddhist 9 years ago when she received no satisfication from Christianity. At first she use 2 try 2 convert me 2 Buddhist. But now she has hope in my Christian walk. She pushes my faith not becuz I'm her daughter but becuz she knows what GOD has in store 4 me

Quiana's Fb archive from Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 9:10pm


Today was my turn to teach on the bible study prayer line. The bible reference is found in Revelation 22:14. I grew up in a spiritual household. My mom had each of her 4 daughters sit in a circle 4 prayer time. We attended Church service regularly. Mom even sent all her girls to Catholic skool. 1996 I got baptized and accepted CHRIST at the age of 18. Being so young I had a long way to go in my spiritual growth. At that age I wasn't thinking about nothing but having fun. In 2005 or 2006 (sad I can't remember) I received my calling for Church leadership. I approached my Pastor showing interest. We met several months for training classes. Months later I was ordained a Deaconess (female Deacon). In 2007 I gave my Pastor a letter of resignation. I felt I was not spiritually mature to take on such a role. I was still living a life of partying and satisfying the flesh. I left that Church & just drifted from Church 2 Church. I prayed for GOD to lead me to a Church I could grow with and make my home.

Jan. 2008 GOD led me to More Like CHRIST Christian Fellowship Church. GOD answered my prayer blessing me a Church home. GOD knew what I needed for my spiritual growth. 1 year later I'm teaching bible study, 1 year later I'm teaching Sunday Skool to the youngins, 1 year later I'm singing as a soprano in the choir. 1 year later I am More Like CHRIST. I look back over my life, where I came from. The seed my mother planted years ago is sprouting fruitfully. It took a long time for the growth but it's all coming together for the glory of GOD. Throughout the years I found myself making mistakes in my Christian walk. Good news is that GOD is in the cleaning business. It is good to know that HE will cleanse us of our unrighteousness, allowing us to come back to HIM. We can't keep making the same mistakes. When we repent we must make a 180 degree turn away from the sin. Never going back. We as Christians have 2 set good examples for the unbelievers. We're not going to win souls if our behavior is the same as others.

Victory


I'm blessed shouted from my mouth as I sit here. Tears of joy falling down my face as I thank GOD for all HE has done for me. From the smallest to the largest things in my life. I look at all I have and I am truly blessed. satan has really been tryna attack my life. I admit he has been doing a darn good job. I cry to GOD to protect me from satan (enemy). I am a child of GOD. I know my identity. The things I take for granted I can easily lose. I lost friends, time and energy because I allowed myself to slip away from GOD guidance. I come to realize I am still blessed. I have GOD in my life, an apartment, car most of all life, health and strength. Mistakes were made lessons were learned. Praise GOD for HIS forgiveness, mercy & grace. My motto is Focused on GOD. It is also a ministry GOD blessed me with many years ago. I am blessed NO matter what I go through in life. I look back at my life where I was what I didn't have. Today I proclaim victory once more.

Quiana's Fb archive from Wednesday, February 25, 2009 at 8:12am


Today was my day to teach bible study & pray. My lesson was on Distractions which was great timing because it is lent season & there will be many distractions as we are obedient to FATHER. Scriptures cam from the book of Deuteronomy 2:26~30. The Israelites were left to dwell in the wilderness because of their faithless attitude toward GOD. A journey that was to last only 11 days lasted 40 years. It was not because they were lost. It was simply because they didn't trust GOD. GOD made them dwell until the old generation died off. Moses was a faithful servant to GOD but he made some mistakes causing him to not being able to enter the promiseland as well. That's another lesson to be learned. During their exodus they had to pass through the land of their enemies. GOD ordered them to keep the peace. Just pass through neither turn to your right or your left. Stay on a straight path. Unless you are hungry then you may buy food or water. The Israelites were warriors. Their enemies feared them because of GOD's power.

No one dared to fight the Israelites unless necessary. There was a distraction during their journey. Moses knew he has to pass through the land of King Sihon (known as the Kingshighway). Moses sent messengers warning the king of their journey. In order to pass through GOD had to hardened the kings heart so the Israelites could easily defeat them. The Israelites eventually defeats King Sihon and his army. And were able to pass through the land. The lesson today is there will be distractions in life but we must learn to depend only on GOD not ourselves. GOD has already cleared the path for us. We must trust and believe in HIM. HE will deliver us.